<< July 2, 2007 >>
day four

well, it's now monday, and more of a struggle than ever. making it through the weekend was pretty easy; an hour's ride on the T is a pretty good deterrent. but now that i'm at work, it's only a 10 minute or so walk to the apple store. this is getting tortuous.

i got to touch one at lunch. i got tartar sauce all over the the screen, but when i went to wipe it off, it had already been cleared away. nobody could explain it.

i think i can make it through this afternoon. after that, the couple of hours i need to kill after work before transformers tonight are going to be tough. i just need to keep reminding myself that i would really rather have half of a westin mattress instead.

see? this is easy. i can do this. i got this licked.

<< July 2, 2007 >>
this changes everything

no, i haven't caved yet.

over the weekend i was thinking about some band that i love, and about trying to tell them how much i love their album - that i couldn't express how much i meant to me, that they couldn't understand.

but then it occurred to me, that really, these songs probably mean more to them than they could ever mean to me, and that really i was the one who couldn't understand. and that was something new i hadn't really thought of before, despite its obviousness.